9TwoFly

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The circumstances are unfortunate and I really wish I could.

Cause there has never been a female to make me feel a fraction of this good.

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Her mental is unmatched, and her appearance is quite grand,

but it feels it’s etched in steel that I can never be her man.

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I comprehend very well so her reason I understand,

but this has me feeling stupid because I have never held her hand.

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Never gave her a hug, never shared a tender kiss.

Never knew her in this way so for now I only wish.

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Wish that we could just go, but I don’t think she feels the same.

And the fact that I do makes me start to feel ashamed.

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I approach conversations delicately because our bond I’d hate to break,

so my statements are planned and improvising is met with haste.

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She makes me want to be the best man I can:

Never cheating, always there for her, and understanding in the plans.

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My infatuation is unreal and these feelings I’ve never felt.

I don’t know how to approach it and she’s the only one that can help.

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An image of her is a constant occurrence on my mind,

and it couldn’t be washed away with the finest cleaning supplies.

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Although an ultimate end would leave me feeling awfully bad,

how can you lose something that in the way you wanted you never had?

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